.+.wen.xin.+.

*28/07/2011

2011-07-28T20:31:00.003+08:00

Say hello to my kids!

BABY
&

DINO!

extreme opposite character, such a headache every time i change their water.
always disappear from my sight!

both my love <3

*25/07/2011

2011-07-25T20:13:00.004+08:00

anyone teach me how to resist sweet stuff..
cannot keep off from all these *thumbs up* food!

*24/07/2011

2011-07-24T11:37:00.002+08:00

i'm always busy
but there's never a day
i'm not happy...

wouldn't it be nice if a day got 48hours?

*28/05/2011

2011-05-28T22:32:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Dearest Daddy,

i am really glad that nothing is wrong with you,
you are still that healthy daddy that i love,
i guess this 1 week have been a nightmare for everyone...

Happy Birthday to you and hope you always stay healthy everyday!

i love you!

*24/05/2011

2011-05-24T22:27:00.005+08:00

need to get new perfume soon, the 2 bottles that i have been using is running out...

especially the cool water (blue bottle), i think i can only spray probably another 3 times.
should i change a new fragrance?
stick to the same?

i think the bebe perfume still can last me for quite some time... and i really really like the smell so much so much!

should i...?

i miss this...

in short and simple words,
i miss him.

21/05/2011

2011-05-18T22:26:00.003+08:00

她说，她很想你

*15/05/2011

2011-05-15T14:27:00.003+08:00

it's been quite some time since i updated something here, been so busy in fact!

a crazy two weeks of life in the company. new project and stuffs for the mothers day, awhile work back to Ubi Branch and then asked to work at call center over the weekend and then transfer to Penjuru branch for a week.

it's fun though, with those operation ground staffs. kinda miss those times where i work in branch but then for a few days is still acceptable, nothing more than that please. will go crazy!

the view at penjuru while i was making my way to toilet.

cannot believe i am touching and seeing all these again.

*02/04/2011

2011-04-02T21:39:00.009+08:00

my two bouquet of flowers for the year.

anyway April is here!
i started my work at the same company but at HQ this time round,
1st day was, the same as the usual days.
kind of unbelievable..

i don't know how long am i going to stay this time round,
just hope everything goes well for my work.

time to look out for something to study!

*28/03/2011

2011-03-28T22:00:00.006+08:00

Malacca with Daphlyn from 25/03 to 27/03

really enjoy the trip so much!
hopefully can visit the place again with more people, can at least visit their night market at jonker street.

the 3 days, we eat, shop and visit some places..

Thanks girls so much! <3

all pictures are posted at Daphlyn's Facebook.

the view from our room. *yummy youtiao...
i miss this so much! theirs taste the best!
the view up here, the breeze, everything thumbs up!
till then, hope to go malacca again soon!

*24/03/2011

2011-03-24T19:35:00.002+08:00

this is my new Personal House phone!

now mummy got 1 line, i got 1 line! *yay!
got the line for free anyway but DADDY got this cute phone, he find it interesting.

-----------------------------------------------------------------------
LOL!

people like to play guessing game.

my opinion of worth it or not is for my job, is it worth going through all over again.
nothing else
not relationship!

*24/03/2011

2011-03-24T10:03:00.000+08:00

will all be worth what it is?

did i have it or is it nothing at all?

*22/03/2011

2011-03-22T23:12:00.002+08:00

-another new item. :)
somemore got it for first try!

*20/03/2011

2011-03-20T22:10:00.006+08:00

was deleting some pictures in the phone and suddenly found a few stupid things that i took..

look at this! took this at Club Kenzo some weeks back, while in the toilet...

who on earth can do all this stunt?

but i was laughing when i'm looking at it..

not doing any commercials for that eclipse thingy, just happen that this is surrounding me recently. i know there is Orange flavour but why is it not available in Singaore?

why think so much?

plan for something but it didn't happen

while...

things that you never expect to happen, HAPPENED!

i couldn't be bother how others feel or think already,

it's too tiring.

this is not a drama serials ok...

*18/03/2011

2011-03-18T14:34:00.004+08:00

this is a very old song,

though not a fanatic of thai song and i find the music video version sucks, still this is a good song.

i like her LIVE version so much!

she really can sing...

i don't really understand what the song mean, it just moved me. :)

*15/03/2011

2011-03-15T14:20:00.003+08:00

what happen to our fragile planet?

Let's hope Japan can recover as soon as possible from this sickness.

-Pray for Japan-

加油!

*13/03/2011

2011-03-13T13:05:00.008+08:00

my Admin life in Yamato ended officially TODAY!
13 March 2011...

but the actual last day was on 11th..
i just cannot describe how i feel/ felt..

everything become memories now..

*08/03/2011

2011-03-08T20:36:00.005+08:00

today is 三八妇女节!

so to every ladies out there, 妇女节快乐!

counting down to another 3 more days then i will officially leave my job as a Admin Assistant!

i don't know how should i describe the feelings within me,

i really can't bear to leave this company and all the colleagues of mine!

but!

i apply for the position as Executive in this company!

i know it sounds stupid but its something different as compared to a Admin position

let's be more realistic,

the pay i am holding now is kinda low for me,

though i do not have any BIG commitment now, i still have to pay my own bills, top up fuel for the car, top up the cashcard. don't forget about my daily expenses, my basic needs.

anyway,

the new admin is here for more than a month already, i have been trying to teach her as much as i can but so far i think she still got a lot more to catch up.

*just hope she can cut down her Attitude Problem at times, seriously sometime when she get on my nerve, i swear i really wish i can give her a tight slap..

but whatever lah, she's new!

i think the same thing occur to me when i'm new also.

life have been sucha ass!

like going to see doctor in the middle of the night alone because of the infection.

problematic body!

WELL WELL~

let's just hope the Executive position will be mine!

好啦好啦，don't want be too long winded already...

wish me LUCKS!

-unprotect my tweets, nothing to hide anyway...

i won't stop anyone from looking at it, if they want to bad mouth about it, i do not have enough hands to cover their mouth.

come to your senses ok?

*01/03/2011

2011-03-01T21:13:00.002+08:00

reading up a book recently.

reflecting so much about life.

make things short,

i have quit my job.

to work in such a environment where time is always not enough,

everyone don't even have a definite job scope,

sometime i do more than what i think i should but compare to others i think i didn't.

what's worst, nobody seem to appreciate.

tolerating is not the only way out either...

sometime i don't see a point that giving others to give out instruction work effectively,

as a leader, giving command and discussing as a group is totally different thing!

only know how to vent your frustrations to others

and then act like nothing happen,

only wait till people throw tantrum then realise how stress a person is...

i really don't see a point.

no proper planning,

no proper communication,

all these are nothing but shit.

& i don't think i deserve all this.

*10/02/2011

2011-02-10T15:47:00.001+08:00

why the shoe nowaday so beautiful?

someone buy me a pair of it please! *the pink one*

*09/02/2011

2011-02-09T21:54:00.002+08:00

as you grow older,
you will always realise that,

people who is closest with you, don't really know you.
whereby some people who is not close to you, know you inside out.

please bear that in mind,
no matter how you bitch about other people life dishonestly,
it ain't the truth afterall.

i am not siding anyone or talking about anyone now.
if you are guilty,
you might be the one that i am talking about. :)

*08/02/2011

2011-02-08T20:26:00.003+08:00

slight changes in life recently,
like colleagues leaving.

soon... soon it'll be my turn!!!
i don't know how soon i will quit this job,
today is only my 1st year here.

don't grumble too much, never know who is reading.
must cut down OT & start taking up courses or back to studies again.

just want to do something for year 2011,
still no plan.
nothing...

LOST...

*05/02/2011

2011-02-05T01:57:00.005+08:00

it's been a month ever since i updated!

well well, it's Chinese New Year -again-
yes!
though still the same every year, i don't know why i like this year especially.
celebrated 1st till 4th day, the holiday mood.

the time spent with love one.
hang out, watch movie, gambled, slack all these.

all the photo posted in FaceBook!

Happy CNY everyone. :)

*10/01/2011

2011-01-10T20:51:00.004+08:00

Company Dinner & Dance!

oh, enjoyed the dinner to the max max max!

didn't drink at the dinner, only pick a few items to eat.

the rest was, talk talk talk, laugh!

then lucky draw!

even though it's just Consolation prize, still a $40 voucher from Takashimaya!

those colleagues still love to give the unwanted attention that always make me feel so embarrassed in the public! no matter which branch, they are always the same.

can't exactly call them my boys! but but but, still like them to the max!

went lunar after that for some beer and liquor!

no kick at all because i have to work today!

not a tit drunk!

but colleague who are drunk are damn funny, keep pushing me ah tiong (my new colleague).

homed at 12.30am!

my branch who attended.

the 4 girls at lunar! believe me, i didn't go crazy.
being forced!
alright!

look forward till tomorrow elvin's wedding!

*08/01/2011

2011-01-08T23:05:00.002+08:00

let's welcome the year 2011!

aye,

i can say i manage to begin the year quite happily.

though ended work late on the eve but that is still counted last yr isn't it?

well,

life's been good.

though i am still unsure what exactly i want in life,

still i am still walking at the correct direction that will probably lead me to where i want.

have a little drink sometime, will make someone really sleep more peacefully!

tomorrow will be company Dinner and Dance

Tuesday will be elvin's wedding.

awwww... looking forward!

*27/12/2010

2010-12-27T22:35:00.002+08:00

it's the last week of year 2010 already! it's been so fast, a year is gonna be over soon!
okay, to recap what exactly i had this year...

still enjoying my studies in January and also partly slacking till

-WORK-
i started working in February,
the whole company progress too fast, keep catching up with the pace,
getting use to new people every month,
new people, new collaboration and new experience each time.

many a times, i wanted to leave this company
due to the changed of manager and i literally get more responsibility, sometime i wonder did they ever notice i am doing more things.
then change group leader, it's getting more frustrated because i have to change my way of working with people again.

also OT like nobody's business, like office is the 2nd home. sigh?!

and i am wondering till now, why i didn't quit.

-RELATIONSHIP-
also, i think i screwed up my relationship when i started working. -TOTALLY SCREWED-
keep quarelling over the same issue, after which, it seem like every little relationship that i almost gotten into SUCKS.

okay, don't harp on this issue anymore!

-SISTERSSSSSS-
awww, talking about this. the 3 girls are still the one that always the best. at times i know i tend to be angry with them but then still, we open up to each other. be honest! everything still turns out fine.

-FRIENDSHIP-
i don't know how should i begin with or end with. due to work, i really did not manage to contact most of them very often, example like EILEENYONG, also my neighbour MeiLing.

met up with LAOS mate like abt twice this year? *guilty*

worst of all was some other.. maybe they never understand me neither did i try to understand them.

-FAMILY-
i'm always bad with words.
always landing myself with some trouble, worst of all was the tweeter i created that causes misunderstanding. was wondering why kids wouldn't land into trouble in Facebook but adults do.
if 1 purposely want to find fault, whatever that was written will meant to be wrong.

THANKFUL to my own Family. standing by my side ALWAYS.

-

1 happy note,
i got a very happy 21st birthday!
my realistic resolution for year 2010 did came true!

-get a diploma
-have a happy 21st birthday.

-i should start thinking 2011 resolutions yeah?

*25/12/2010

2010-12-25T19:41:00.004+08:00

Merry Christmas!

2010 have gotten by so quickly, so many stuffs happened.

seriously, i think i have spent this christmas fruitfully.
was home, got steamboat and whole family sat down together and eat.

watched Gulliver's travel together with family at kallang.

oh yeah, also met up with sisters during x'mas eve at AMK for gift exchange and also catching up session. =)

no matter, how hard one matter can get.
it will be solved or be over eventually,
so why bother harping on it.

*this christmas i didnt make wishes,
probably i don't need it anymore,
or maybe i know it won't come true?

i wonder...

*09/12/2010

2010-12-09T20:02:00.002+08:00

it's been so long since i've updated!

have been so busy with work,

having fun,

resting,

watching dvd..

seem lifeless but i like it!

so many pictures but all uploaded in facebook.

christmas is coming.. but it seem nothing special...

*25/11/2010

2010-11-25T10:20:00.002+08:00

夜深了，一个人睡不着觉，想着一个人想到不会睡，

是在等一个人的来电吗？还是在等一个不会来的电？

自己的心中其实也没有底，也不知道自己在等什么，

你知道就算等到了他的来电，也绝对聊不过十句话，

你知道就算你有千言万语，接起电话的那一刻你都会忘了...

有时候我们等待一个人，我们心中并不是在思念他，

我们是在担心，我们是在胡思乱想，

我们是没有安全感，总在想他真的有那么忙吗，

为什么连通电话都没有,总在想他是不是和谁出门，

为什么不接自己的电话,总在想他对你的爱有多真，

为什么可以那么不在乎,

没有短信，没有电话，没有通知，没有问候，没有交待，

只有自己一个人傻傻地在等待着他的电话而睡不着...

后来，两个人争吵，他说你不给他自由，你不相信他，

可是，你心中明白，你不是不让他自由，而是你没有安全感，

你害怕他经不起那花花世界的诱惑，

你知道身边有他的身边有人要抢走他，

你害怕他就这样从你的身边一走了之，

你害怕回到一个人的生活不知道怎么过...

你觉得他变了，你觉得他不够在乎了，你以为他不爱你了，

或许你不知道，其实变的那个人是你，因为你太在乎他了，

你不能在接受他的身边还有其他的人与你分享他，

你不能再接受他对你的好只停留在从前的那么多，

你不能再接受只有你一个人傻傻地等待着他的来电，

因为你真的在乎了，你以为爱一个人就应该那么在乎...

因为在乎所以付出，因为付出所以希望得到回报，

因为希望有所回报，所以你不知觉中感到了寂寞，

寂寞，不一定是你爱的人不在你的身旁，

寂寞，是因为你爱的人在你身边，而你却害怕失去，

因为，你的骨子里始终缺少了那一份安全感，

你不害怕付出，为了他你可以付出许多许多，

真正令你害怕的是，你怕你的付出没得到你要结果...

因为在乎，所以害怕，因为害怕，所以没有安全感，

有时候，不是一个你爱的人变了，而是你变得在乎了，

有时候，不是他给你关心，而是你要的关心太多了...

不要轻易爱上一个没有安全感的人，

如果你不能像他为你付出一样地为他付出，

那最终伤心的人一定是他，

他很贪心，他很霸道，但他也专一简单，

至少他比你更在乎这一段感情，

至少他爱上一个人就不会轻易再放手了...

*03/11/2010

2010-11-03T22:41:00.005+08:00

Finally, My birthday is over.

Honestly, this birthday celebration made me realise so much stuffs.

for those i invited and i hope they will turn up and didn't are the one who made me disappointed. the feeling that stirs me inside my head, keep repeating...

am i so lousy or what that makes you people didn't want to turn up, didn't feel like apologizing.

i am not saying who but.. maybe you know who you are?

ANYWAY...

for those who turn up, i really sincerely thank them from the bottom of my heart.

they really made my day, my night!

the wishes, the presents, the laughter and also the presence really touches my heart.

- MY dearest family

Thanks to Mummy and Daddy for bringing my up, making my life so beautiful!

Sis and bro-in-law for helping me throughout the whole chalet.

-MY dearest Sisters

who turn up, who make my day! the surprises! you girls should know what i am saying! *Loves*

-My Colleagues

turned up, help out, give such expensive presents! give in so much during work times, tolerating my Slowness!

-My ITE Classmates

who make the effort to come even though we do not contact that much. =)

-My LAOS Mates

wakaka! created a lot of jokes, thanks to you guys!

-ITE Mates

thanks for turning up, thanks for remembering what i really like!

-RAQUEL!

Many many loves to you! thanks for the perfume!

*22/10/2010

2010-10-22T18:23:00.010+08:00

it's been so long since i've update my blog.

1 month! *omg!

ANYWAY...

see! raquel did this for me!

though we seldom chat, seldom sms but there is something that kept us being BEST friend.

very magical huh? ♥♥♥

Jeanie's 21st Birthday!

at Orchard Parade Hotel K Suites. nice!

Philip's Wedding!

that day event was: Qian Xi Restaurant, Swensen's at cineleisure then fish spa at Bishan!
number 44 Mr Dennis Tan Wee Heng. =D

meeting up with my dear girls!

manicure session, dinner session and a bit of gossip session.

they know which 臭婆娘 i am talking about. =x

Celebrated Eileen's 21st Birthday!

didnt manage to get any balloon for her but a lil cake only.
Xiao Hui's 21st Birthday!

at Marina Bay Sands Hotel!

*21/09/2010

2010-09-21T11:16:00.002+08:00

i do not wish to blame anyone for anything,

i just hope that what has happen everyone can handle it like an adult.

we are all grown up,

so please reflect why do i want to behave like that.

ask yourself why we don't trust you,

what have you done over the past years?

i know that there are times that we need your help too,

didn't we gave anything in return? didn't we show that we appreciate?

or maybe we didnt show it enough that didn't satisfied you in anyway?

haiz...

just another lie that destroy everyone.

*22/08/2010 (2)

2010-08-22T14:22:00.003+08:00

sunday!

*tomorrow will be a working day again! -oh no!

anyway, had our usual morning breakfast with family despite me sleeping late.

went to the usual place at kallang eating the same old stuff but always share different topic each time, laughing as usual with the stupid lame joke from daddy.

we decided to wear mickey mouse top together today, it's something unusual, something we never try before. we did try wearing the same colour though, the effect wasn't much new cause it seems like everyone wore the same colour as you.

aiya, we made the salesgirl laugh over our top. we are browsing mickeymouse stuff in the shop and we wore mickeymouse top. she must felt so amusing over this, i bet she will laugh the whole day.

mummy didi and daddy.

sister and me.
bro in law with sis. bro in law in mickey top too, it's only his picture is smaller.

ahhh, i love sunday!

*22/08/2010

2010-08-22T13:56:00.007+08:00

a late night movie with cousins at downtown east. ♥

watched step up 3d, seriously it's a fabulous movie.

previous step up 2 emphasize a lot on street dance with a lot oh hip hop and ballet,

this series emphasize a lot on breakdance, popping and even tango.

love the different nationality that come together and dance together making the whole movie smooth and nice!

the craziness!

went over to katong, old hong kong cafe for supper =x

i know i am fat, sorry lah.

chit chat with cousins, laugh and laugh and cannot stop laughing for xueying's action everytime.

she's always new with languages like,

soot soot

leng gun

chee peng

i bet only grace and me understand what she says. LOL!

she made us both laugh damn loud in the mall. *aiyoooooo!

anyway really love cousin a lot! *BEAMS!

gracie!
yar, with the current metal teeth. LOL!

home at 5plus near 6am.

*21/08/2010 (2)

2010-08-21T22:10:00.000+08:00

happy afternoon!

woke up around 11 in the morning today because gotta proceed to manicure with mummy,

kinda pissed off with fiona (manicurist) today,

firstly she drop mummy's watch though it's only like a damn short distance frm her hand to the floor but her face doesnt show a sense of guilt.

secondly she cut my flesh and it bleed!

but anyway i think she's tired or she's sick that's why she's a little cranky but whatever she still must at least show a sense of guilt.

i'm still going to patronize her without fail. hopefully i won't received another cut the next time. =)

messy eyebrows and lighter eye bag day!

yes, i'm having short nails now because my index fingernails just broke a few days ago!

went over to yamato willy's crib in the evening for baby charmaine full month celebration.

babies are the cutest stuff in the world seriously!

see the way she sleep in my arm, it reminds my of my APT mishel also use to sleep in my arm every weekend!

charmaine even woke up in my arm and go goo-goo-gah-gah with me awhile before going for her milk session. *damn cute of her!

her full month gift set for the guest but too bad it didn't get into my stomach.

*21/08/2010

2010-08-21T12:36:00.001+08:00

went powerhouse with sister and friends yesterday!

wanted to stay at boiler room at first but it was full house, so proceed to powerhouse.

my 1st ever clubbing experience with,

heineken

tequila pop

shots

lychee martini

martell - treat from strangers.

had a good experience with the company for a first timer for me, the song the dance the drink the laughter and the fun.

luckily it did leave a good impression for me. :)

the 2nd club trip is coming soon i guess? (hopefully it don't come true) - a company event though. *ROAR!

me & sis. ♥

us!

-more updates coming soon!

16/08/2010

2010-08-16T22:37:00.000+08:00

actually i am quite moody,

mood swing i guess?

[[If it's not meant to be... then just turn around, leave, & move on. It may not be what you want, but this shit is not what you deserve.]]

copied from twitter because i am sharing the exact same feeling now.

TOMORROW WILL ALWAYS BE A BETTER DAY.

Good night world, i need some rest.

*discomfort in stomach.

*16/08/2010

2010-08-16T22:20:00.003+08:00

boo! it's me!

haven't been updating for quite some time, couldn't remember much things that i had done over the past few weekends.

been going around, spending quality time with every love ones or maybe staying up at home watching my dvd, passing my time. working is still as hell, still miserable though.

still adjusting myself with the new admin around, maybe i am too use to be alone in office so sometime i will forget that she exist. she's quite a fun person though a little blur. will try to talk to her more. =)

oh yah, tried grace's double eyelid sticker.

quite satisfied with the outcome of my eye, gonna get those stickers soon.

no need to envy those people who got double eyelid already! *hooray!

just cause daddy's pocket a little hole with all these expensive tidbits. ehh, it's near $40 for these little thing.

awww, no matter what. still daddy's the best!!!

*06/08/2010

2010-08-06T08:55:00.002+08:00

請別愛這樣的女孩。
　　
　　她有點懶，她不擅長做家務。
　　
她獨立，也好強，她寧願忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不願意向別人提起。
　　
但其實骨子裡，渴望有一個避風港灣，讓她去依靠。但她不會承認。
　　
她必須確定那個人是否可以承受得了這一切的，承受她的撒嬌，她的無理取鬧，她的倔強，她的悲觀，她所有的性格缺陷且永遠不離不棄。
　　
只有這樣，她才放心，可以放心去繼續做自己，不會害怕有一天將要面對失去。如果沒有，那麼她只好繼續寂寞和孤獨。
　　
她對愛情沒有安全感，也不會給別人安全感。
　　
她一定要對方先流露出對她有好感，她才散發她的熱情。她愛的永遠是對她最好的那個，那個好她心裡是有一個標準的，你的積分超過了那條線，她會愛上你，但大多數人沒超過線之前就離開了，或者超過了之後沒等她看到就離開了。
　　
其實她要的並不多，她要的只是一個溫暖的家。對她來說太重要了，雖然在她們口中說出來的卻是：我不需要愛情。
　　
當你緊張他的異性朋友，她會一面跟你說，他只是我的誰誰誰，卻一面偷偷在意你的感受。。。
　　
對她們而言，唯一具備殺傷力的只有感情，感情如果受到挫折，要么毀了她們，要么成就了她們。從此更加漠然，專注於事業。
　　
她分手後完全不會像其他座在人面前要死要活，她嬉笑怒鬧，變得更加開朗。在聽到朋友說有關他的話題時，從不刻意迴避，她適當參與，淡然微笑，她的表現總會遭人懷疑這段感情的深淺，而人群中只有那些知道背後情節的人才看見她背後的眼淚和努力。
　　
　　
　　
她從來不會在情人面前大聲哭泣，除非她真的崩潰了。
　　
即使在你愛著她的時候，她也會胡思亂想讓自己悲傷。
　　
如果你看到她的眼淚，請相信這絕不是她在博取同情，這是她這樣一顆內心驕傲的女子不得己的場景。
　　
她想對你負責，對她負責，對自己的過去和未來負責，但請你不要輕易給她承諾和誓言。她很難相信。
　　
即使她很難相信，但她還是會選擇等待。
　　
她的傷初始濃烈似酒，很快就會變為一杯水，卻讓水滲入生活成為點點滴滴.她選擇在其中淡定，在其中沉默和內傷。
　　
她就是這樣，強勢，霸道，任性。。。
　　
不會討人歡心，死要面子，她愛朋友多過你。
　　
　　她最有保護欲，最沒有秘密。
　　
最暴躁，最善變，最沒耐心，最衝動，最耐不住寂寞卻又喜歡假惺惺的讓自己一個人呆著。
　　
有時候她又充滿陽光的氣息，愛笑愛說話，活蹦亂跳，可愛迷人。。
　　
她很自私，只願意與人同甘，不願意讓別人跟她共苦。
　　
她的家庭不一定很是富裕，但她都是習慣了養尊處優。
　　
她喜歡熱鬧，總會成為聚會的焦點，前提是她想。
　　
她也享受孤獨，會靜坐在一個人的房間聽著很傷感的音樂。
　　
她也會一整天呆在房間裡心情壓抑低落，但第二天一早起來，又會輕輕鬆鬆的打理一切，慌慌忙忙的拽著大衣拎著包往外衝。
　　
她習慣在人前表現的很堅強，一付大女子主義的模樣。
　　
她會想，遇到真正懂她愛她寵她的人，她就一定就會很安靜，心甘情願的安靜下來，不煩，不鬧，按時吃飯按時睡覺，按時做一切能安心和他一起做的事情。
　　
她從不輕言愛，她的愛很沉默，那並非是因為她缺少那份勇氣，在她的心裡有一道柵欄，那就是自尊。
　　
　　她看得比生命更尊貴的自尊。
　　
　　
　　
如果有一個這樣的女孩對你說她愛你，那就代表在她的心裡你的分量勝過了她的自尊。
　　
你不了解她，不懂她的好，就別愛她。她會在真正愛她的人面前卸掉所有的盔甲和偽裝，做個幸福的小女人，她不要求你要做什麼，不會無理取鬧要你陪著她，她有自己的生活，她給你空間因為她也需要空間。
　　
她也會幻想，在遇到真正的他時，會在他累的時候悄悄熬上點營養粥，然後說，看你這麼不辭勞累本姑娘心情又不錯犒勞犒勞你。
　　
她在你面前永遠性感調皮，偶爾撒撒嬌，跟你玩陌生人的遊戲，在你的朋友面前從來大方得體，微笑的依偎在你身邊。
　　
她不讓你給她買這買那，她會說，我啊，是大女人，不喜歡男人給我買單。。。但是心裡卻會為你私自買給她的禮物而暗自開心，因為女人覺得那是你的寵愛。
　　
她在意的是你的心，你若真心，她必然實意。最起碼你得表現的真心，能讓她感覺得到。
　　
她會經常冒出些新鮮的想法來調劑生活，她的多變有時會讓你不安。
　　
終有一天，她的敏感在你的呵護下慢慢消失不見，她的倔強被你的保護軟化，她的偽裝在你面前被輕易識穿。。。
　　
得到她，別驕傲，因為沒人可以吃定她。
　　
只有懂她的人，才會得到她的好。
　　
她有時是有些遲鈍的，在感情方面，但有時很敏感，因為她在乎。
　　
她有時想，當她遇上生命中的那個人，會愛的多麼濃烈，她渴望那種不計後果的極致，然後在強烈的碰撞中享受那種心痛感。
　　
　　
　　
所以，別愛這樣的女孩，她太偏激，太虛偽，太粗心，又太神經質，太難伺候，太不溫柔。。。
　　
如果你沒勇氣，沒能力可以堅持愛她，就別愛她。
　　
因為如果你會離開，她的心將會永遠冰封，再也不會為任何人打開。。。。。。

found this pretty interesting article on some unknown fb-ians. this speaks about her i guess?

life is just too short....

*31/07/2010

2010-07-31T23:38:00.000+08:00

have you people got the feeling before,

when you are together with your BEST friends and your manager gave you a call telling you to come back to work?

i had it!!!

met up with the girls yesterday at Bugis for dinner

but got called back to office to clear up the mess from that idiot customer.

felt so guilty having to leave my girls there because they are waiting for me the whole half an hour just for a dinner and i appear less than 10minutes.

the most touching part was they board the cab with me!!!

they accompany me back to office and help me out with the mess!!!

i really appreciate their presence so much at that moment and can never forget the image of them boarding the cab with me. i am so grateful for all the things they have d0/ done/ did.

thank you girls,

for the help and the wait

sorry to make your go hungry and at last only end up eating macdonald.

LOVES to you girls!

*28/07/2010

2010-07-28T23:26:00.001+08:00

ulcer is painful

but

i am so use to them already.

but can they please heal soon?

it's very irritating!

*22/07/2010

2010-07-22T16:52:00.003+08:00

went to watched the sorcerer's apprentice yesterday with colleague and his friends at downtown east. not a bad movie though, just a little draggy. overall still worth the watch.

accompany sis for her checkup at East Shore today, am very very glad everything's fine for her.

so i suppose everything is all well now! *smile!!!

after her check up, went town with her to do some window shopping for her new home,

also went bakerzin at paragon for our favourite cheesecake!

also yipee to the new admin at central branch!

the 6th admin in the company, hope to work well with her.

working 5 months in this newly established company being the 1st admin,

considering to quit... is it a foolish thing?

*17/07/2010

2010-07-18T12:35:00.008+08:00

a very well spent saturday!

but at the same time a tiring saturday because of my menses.

anyway as usual worked on a saturday, a rainy morning with a lot phone calls and grumbling.

lunched at Shokudo at raffles city, a very nice ambience with nice food.

same concept as marche but in japanese style.

my very niceee pork cutlet omelette rice! *slurp!

gonna try their other stuff next time,
look at ling's caterpillar!

*15/07/2010

2010-07-15T22:50:00.005+08:00

those guys in office is specially pampering towards me.

got my finger cut and knew that i dislike the plain plasters, got me the disney version one.

knew i always craves for sweets, will go to candy empire and get me tons of it.

scare i go hungry, scare i too busy.

next week a new admin girl would be joining this hell family soon and i hope the guys will pamper her like how they pamper me because i expect myself to quit this job.

i always say i want to quit but i didn't because the life there was great besides the scoldings from customer. the overtime i had for this month is 48hours, great? i'm super exhausted.

*10/07/2010

2010-07-10T18:55:00.002+08:00

went to watch despicable me with colleague yesterday at cineleisure,

chill at a bar first, had strawberry margarita. taste a bit weird, shall try at other place.

the movie is definitely fantastic!

laugh throughout the movie, the small little yellow thing is superbly cute!

they look like potato but they can light up!

want to go search for the toys!

went back to hospital for review today. :)

all healthy and well now though still on medication for 1 month or longer.

recently work sucks,

really sucks a lot.

so much OT for this month, compare to the driver of course mine was nothing.

but

so much of work, so little of manpower, so much of stupid operation stuff.

so much of rubbish from management!

but, still enjoying the moment of fun with everyone.

want to go somewhere faraway...

*tired!

*07/07/2010

2010-07-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

Happy Sisters Anniversary to my dearest dearest SISTERS.

i know that we cannot celebrate the day together, we have to postpone it till a later date.

but...

i still wish to tell you girls that i'm really grateful that you girls are always by my side,
helping me, listening to my problems and always be there when i need a shoulder.

so thankful that whatever nonsense i've done and how ridiculous it is, you girls still accept me for who i am and nag at me!

other than those great things you girls done and still doing it.

i want to tell you girls that,
i really love gossiping with you girls!
so much that every little thing i only want to share with you girls but no time. =(

alright, so much so.

i really love you girls!

=)

*04/07/2010

2010-07-04T21:28:00.005+08:00

did i say, did i say i met my girls out few weeks ago?

happy shopping,

happy eating

of course happy chatting.

many many things to tell them, to update them and also sharing of our feelings. mostly mine perhaps?

不管如何，我们都要一起开心！

finally met dearest ling! she's back frm her 3 weeks trip.
went le bar with andy and his friend anthony last saturday, watched soccer and drink.

July is here already, so fast i'm soon reaching my 21.

there's many things i want to do,

travelling,

considering to continuing studies,

continue to work in yamato.

usually i'm very clear of what i should do, how to plan it.

now suddenly very lost.

time to discipline myself.

继续假装好不好，

无奈？

不会，我只会更坚强。

*21/06/2010

2010-06-21T11:51:00.003+08:00

Every little thing happen for a reason.

but then not every reason is explainable,

neither we need the reason to explain them.

Never regret.

If it's good, it's wonderful.

If it's bad, it's experience.

i am contented with every little thing that is happening around me,

just cannot be bothered with the what's not so good thing in my shell.

i need retail therapy!

still no matter what, my girls is the best! =D

*15/06/2010

2010-06-15T22:32:00.005+08:00

just came back from my malaysia trip.

went with whole family including GRACIE, MUM and AH MA! it's a very relaxing trip i must say. no worries, no stress though there's pain for my stomach.

a very short getaway, a very good trip. =)

went for the scope today,

a very expensive thing done.

*sulk*

but whatever, i am healthy lah!

only gastric inflammation.

i want to go shopping,

i want to go back to my normal life.

i want to be.. me!

*08/06/2010

2010-06-08T20:50:00.002+08:00

Tried tarot card reading at facebook.

The Hanged Man - Sacrifice (Orthotopic)

Card Description

The Hanged Man is one of the most mysterious cards in the tarot deck. It is simple, but complex. It attracts, but also disturbs. It contradicts itself in countless ways. The Hanged Man is unsettling because it symbolizes the action of paradox in our lives. A paradox is something that appears contradictory, and yet is true. The Hanged Man presents to us certain truths, but they are hidden in their opposites. The main lesson of the Hanged Man is that we 'control' by letting go - we 'win' by surrendering. The figure on Card 12 has made the ultimate surrender - to die on the cross of his own travails - yet he shines with the glory of divine understanding. He has sacrificed himself, but he emerges the victor. The Hanged Man also tells us that we can 'move forward' by standing still. By suspending time, we can have all the time in the world.

Fortune - Love

Your relationship may seem hazy at time, but it will clear up one day. There is no progress between you two. You are still quietly waiting for the one by not taking any action.

*02/06/2010

2010-06-02T21:55:00.002+08:00

i am just trying to be funny.

cut my hair, change my luck away!

also back to the same hairstyle, nothing new.

but every guys in the office really laugh their ass off, like never see me in bangs before.

i remember joining them when i was still in bangs.

now my new name, NERD.

*26/05/2010

2010-05-26T19:03:00.002+08:00

haha, had BBQ last sunday with my classmate.

it's our after exam gathering, so it's really good to enjoy when everything is over.

anyway, it's time for some rest. =)

*22/05/2010

2010-05-22T14:51:00.001+08:00

it's my last paper today, good luck and pray for me alright people!

i seriously don't know who is still reading my blog,
seems like there is no one already.

hmmm..
whatever it is.
i'm having low morale for my job.
seriously,
when your colleague all feeling sick and tired of it, you will too.

okie, back to papers.
pray for my paper!

*17/05/2010

2010-05-18T00:01:00.002+08:00

MICKEY MOUSE!

thanks to my colleague! =)

*16/05/2010

2010-05-16T21:51:00.003+08:00

i silently pray for a peaceful, safe day for everyone.

copied from a classmate of mine.

可不可以有一个人。
可以看穿我的逞强。
可不可以有一个人…
可以保护我的脆弱。

不要在我说「没事啦，你去吧」的时候就真的会放心的放开我的手然后留我一个人。
不要在我笑笑的不说话的时候就真的会以为我心里没有觉得疼痛和难过。
不要在我若无其事的忙碌着手头的事的时候就真的会以为我什么影响都没有受到。

我希望他会在我的眼泪掉下以前就用大大的手掌捂住我的眼睛。
然后轻声说我的眼睛只有微笑的时候才是最好看。

我希望他会在我面无表情的时候轻轻的用力的搂紧我。
然后说你在我的面前永远都不需要伪装坚强。

我希望他会在我受到委屈的时候把我的脑袋按在他的肩膀上。
然后抚着我的头发说没关系就算所有的人都不相信你你都还有我。

我要嫁的那个人不一定要是高高瘦瘦的
但是一定要干干净净

我要嫁的那个人不一定要会甜言蜜语
但是一定要有好的脾气

我要嫁的那个人不一定要帅气又多金
但是一定要有聪明的头脑和上进心

我要嫁的那个人一定会从我们牵手那刻起对我说...
从今天起我们有福同享有难我当

我要嫁的那个人一定要霸道些
他会对我说我认定你了
就赖你了你就是我一个人的
我不许别人走近你

要嫁的那个人
一定会支持我减肥
却依然带我去超市给我买很多好吃的然后说...
吃吧
不管你多胖我都要你

我要嫁的那个人
一定会在过马路的时候牵着我的手对我说...
要跟我走

我要嫁的那个人
一定会明白老婆是用来疼的而且会吹着快乐的口哨和我一起做家务

我要嫁的那个人
一定会在我生气的时候耐心的哄着然后逗我说
你生气的样子
好丑

我要嫁的那个人
一定会在我哭的时候为我擦眼泪然后告诉我乖不哭
有我在呢

我要嫁的那个人
一定会在我累的时候
伸出手臂很心疼的说抱抱

我要嫁的那个人
一定会在睡觉前跟我说你要早点睡觉晚安

我要嫁的那个人
一定会把我带回家对他妈说看这是我给你找的儿媳妇
然后对我说这是妈

我要嫁的那个人
一定会在某一个阳光明媚的日子顶着一片湛蓝的天笑着对我说
我们该有个家了……

*13/05/2010

2010-05-13T21:16:00.002+08:00

i always have something for my job,

if not i wouldn't even want to continue it with this pathetic pay.

i always wake up feeling happy going to work

but not today,

i just don't have the motivation to go work today.

worst, the scolding from customer.

i know it's something i can't prevent,

i almost scolded back but i hold back.

my tolerance went over limit today,

so what i did was

to call dad to fetch me at 12:30

and i just went off.

*every branch guys just want to protect their admin staff.

but...

teach before you protect, choose the right time to protect.

this serve as a warning and a sign to people up there, i no longer can take it.

to people at the same level, i need help.

*07/05/2010

2010-05-07T23:34:00.002+08:00

i wept abit in office yesterday,

the workload for the day before and yesterday are simply too ridiculous.

we are working under the same environment

therefore

what we need is to support each other

and not your stupid standard operation procedure.

i had enough of your inflexibility.

*05/05/2010 (2)

2010-05-05T22:12:00.003+08:00

when i am bored to the max, when there is no call, no faxes, no emails!

while waiting for time to pass,

while i just don't want to think of anything,

camwhore is the thing!

i dislike the no hair guy behind me. well~

我累了...

i can smile, laugh and crap during work, so much that i think i'm mad.

but don't expect me to even smile at anyone after work, i just don't have the mood.

once my card is punched OUT, that's it.

i'm going to show you my ultra expression-less face.

*05/05/2010

2010-05-05T16:49:00.002+08:00

it's a tiring day today,

i am feeling frustrated now.

even 3 people in office to attend calls, email and faxes are not enough!

*seriously i need a break.

mood hasn't been the best for a few days already.

what's wrong...

*03/05/2010

2010-05-03T20:40:00.000+08:00

1 May 2010

-Happy Holiday everyone, including me! a not working saturday is really relaxing, can go shopping!

anyway, went out with colleagues to Lunar bar. had a room to our own because siemen is the VIP. reach home like 5am.. enjoyed!

let me have more outing with everyone please!

2 May 2010

Girl's chalet!

our 1st girl who turn 21 officially!

*30/04/2010

2010-04-30T09:35:00.002+08:00

一切早开始了，一切卻还未辉煌。觸摸到手指，不代表敲動他心房。

我爬到高山的一半，想要回頭怎么瓣。风感動我的肩膀，

汗楸著我的衣裳。谁願意失败失败，再失败。

谁高兴期盼期盼，再期盼。

我是个痛也不会说出口的人，我是个贪心也註定要不到的人。

你纞纞过我，就像花依赖树尖。但风轻轻吹，时候到幸福卻枯萎

我是个爱也不会说清楚的人，我是个懦弱也还在拼拼看的人。火熊熊了眼，别太快灰飞烟灭。荣耀若直钱，我不会掉下泪。

*28/04/2010 (2)

2010-04-28T23:50:00.003+08:00

was about to knock off from work today,
melvyn (manager) called back to branch telling me the final decision from HQ was to transfer him to pasir panjang.

it's a bad news and it seriously sucks i tell you,
i started working because he need admin staff,
but...
no choice i guess,
always have to adapt with new people, with changes.

johnston & paul got promoted,
dennis & alan got promoted too.

more changes coming soon i guess,
let's look forward to it bah. =)

*28/04/2010

2010-04-28T15:58:00.001+08:00

there's some rumour going on in class,

an old guy with a young girl (not me).

was rather interested with it maybe because it's something fresh to everyone of us.

then...

it struck my mind that,

it was nothing big deal,

both of them single, why not?

in return, i envy.

out of the blue.

*24/04/2010

2010-04-24T21:25:00.004+08:00

what's wrong with the weather nowadays?

the climate keep changing,

so many ppl is falling sick!

actually there is a lot of minor event that i didn't update my blog,

either

too busy,

too tired,

too lazy.

met up with JJ, ling and rong on JJ's birthday.

Attended huiyu's chalet.

yesterday night, i actually supper-ed with my colleagues. unbelievable hang out till 1am despite working on the next day. *panda eye!

gladly speaking, i'm gonna be a confirmed staff. =)

recently have been very very careless. ending up with quite a number of bruises.

ugly leg!
left side of body like crippled.

drove colleague's car because don't have my own transport yesterday,

it's been so so long since i ever drove a manual, somemore his exhaust is *boomz*.

tomorrow is a sunday,

finally a rest day.

gonna make full use of it. =)

*18/04/2010

2010-04-18T00:40:00.005+08:00

the east side guys + me (without farhan)

coloured bun! haha!

pink color + cheese or is it something else?

never mind, it's yummy!

finally business stats exam is over!

left 1 more module and i will say goodbye to my dip course.

suddenly can't bear to part with those ppl who is very very close to me in class,

and now suddenly consider to whether move on further or not. if so, budget would be the only word for me!

work have been alright, start to get use to the phone calls, complaints (nagging), no fixed time for lunch, suddenly overtime. uniform everyday except for saturday, to nag the guys!

they have been calling me a guy...

yet, like to call back and ask for more pickups and what to buy for me for lunch.

is it time to enjoy my life yet? =/

*=)

2010-04-05T23:36:00.001+08:00

i just realized i got no pictures to update.

anyway... i got things to update, but shall update it tmr.
go sleep go sleep!
gastric pain pain liao!

*28/03/2010

2010-03-28T13:20:00.005+08:00

life have been bored,

work school work school but i enjoy this kind of bored-ness!

probably, is me who is not interested to go anywhere.

ah anyway.. i got nothing to update.. -_-

found my tigger look like this in the morning in office.

visit evangela last friday at her place. she is kevin's bro daughter. everyone call her van van. so cute right!!!
winnie! van van's playmate. haha!

*25/03/2010

2010-03-25T19:58:00.001+08:00

It's a great big world to a scared little girl
If you'd smile just right no one knows you might have
A heart full of pain and a soul that can't reign
And a stomach full of butterflies

All that I wanted was just to feel safe
Safe in your arms
Say you didn't mean to
Say I wouldn't understand
But it's time you say something
God knows it's the one thing I need
And the heart you broke
No it wasn't just anybody's heart

So I bit my nails and I held my breath
And I said "I'm fine"
yeah I did my best
But you can't tell me you never knew the truth
Of all the fear I felt, how I worried bout you

I was yours, I was yours
And the heart that you broke
Was devoted and pure
And it wasn't just anybody's heart

*21/03/2010

2010-03-21T02:34:00.006+08:00

what a cramp day.
pink pills still rule now. HAHA!
going mad in the afternoon during class, the pain is... ridiculous!

anyway, power trip yesterday in office.
got a shock, i'm alone in the office and i didn't know what to do.
panic for awhile and manager rush back to help.

dinnered with my girls just now at 313, we just shared a lot of stuff together.
had some chatting session, mostly update about my stuff.
with their comments and thoughts sharing, it just give me a peaceful mind now.
thanks my girls, i really feel so much better now.

i'm getting more of these, probably all. i just like them!
me in my uniform. =)

arh! blackout blackout!

this morning! weekend is a homeclothes day for me.

it's your favourite!

做会朋友，从新认识彼此好吗？

*16/03/2010

2010-03-16T08:46:00.003+08:00

have been, working working and working.

had my exams last saturday, it was -DIFFICULT-

ah but no matter what, it's over.

Principles of Management results was out,

PASSED! ^^

now at the last 2nd module, just tolerate awhile more and i'm going to be free from education

only want to study again, perhaps 3yrs later.

nothing much of update,

probably yes.

i'm single again,

yes,

again.

have not been sharing abt hw i feel abt this issue,

won't share also,

just,

let it be.

*10/03/2010

2010-03-10T18:46:00.006+08:00

it's been so long since i updated something,
it hasnt been a good day today!

i missed out 1 pickup, heng the customer call back and asked. PHEW~!

anyway went swensen's last saturday night, lateeeee dinner at 9pm loh. grrr!
T2 was flooded with wonder girls fan that night!

went movie - alice in wonderland that night. was extremely tired but still went anyway.
Sunday was ChunHao's and Company Chalet.

anyway, happy 21st chun hao!

company chalet was alright, this lil cute girl is so interesting!
many colleagues was there, kinda filled up my time quite fast.

=) Seto's sister bought this for me from Japan. so happy happy!

stock up in my drawer.

blah, the uniform is here~! from tomorrow onwards must wear uniform already!

ya, the guys in company is really laughing at me, grrrr! why uniform?!?!?!

*24/02/2010

2010-02-24T22:06:00.003+08:00

no pictures at the moment, should find some time out to take picture of the office.

slowly getting use to the environment now,
getting use to everyone,
their character and stuffs.

same to them,
getting use to have me,
the only female staff.

adapting to more changes soon. :)

urrhhhh, i run out of things to blog already.
help!!!

*20/02/2010

2010-02-20T14:29:00.001+08:00

boohoo!

training for company on wednesday and thursday.

was kinda boring.

don't know what kind of english the jap trainer was talking about!

awaits for the new drivers to come.

this is the ang bao company gives for Chinese New Year.

so beautiful yeah? pretty flowers~

boring at training place. HEHE!

*15/02/2010

2010-02-15T09:24:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!

have many stuffs to update but i forgot already.

mishel darling!
poor fluffy!

*08/02/2010

2010-02-08T15:06:00.002+08:00

first day of work!

morning is busy, phone calls phone calls and more phone calls.

pick up, delivery, pick up, delivery.

then...

after lunch, i brought my own laptop in.

surf web, facebooked. bored!

no calls, only inquiry.

i even hve time to take pictures and blog.

all mans are out for picking n deliveries.

wahaha!

*05/02/2010

2010-02-05T00:18:00.003+08:00

happy monthsary!

not much to say but only ThankYou.

i'm starting work soon that makes me have even lesser time for you.

stop calling me hippo lah,

don't pinch my face also!

*31/01/2010

2010-01-31T22:58:00.002+08:00

my saturday after lesson was spent with JJ.

we went Marina Barrage in public transport, during sunset time.

there is so many people flying kite, having picnic, playing water etc.

JJ went there for photograph purpose while i went there to enjoy the wind and view. =)

saw a very 'xing fu' (Happy) family there, the way they play with their child, father trying to capture the moment. i like that scene so much.

left the place around 8 and i went Ion to find Sis n kevin.

went dempsey hill after that for Ben and Jerry Ice cream, was given the platform seat.

it was cool but lack of air con. =/

but okay lah! will like to go there again!

even went Mustafa, might not go again.

didn't like it at all. HMMM... ^^

and...

boyfriend is finally free from his reservist,

but guess he got not much time after he start his work in the shop,

i also bah if i really start my work...

roar.. time.. is always insufficient.

see!

tomorrow will be February already!

so fast!

*29/01/2010

2010-01-29T23:30:00.002+08:00

haha! my new hair!

have not been meeting my girls that regularly, miss them a lot. hope to meet up with them soon to go for some shopping and some catching up session.

wanted to meet up eileen this week, but i'm just busy with the year end praying with parents this week. =(

bf gone for mission. when he end his mission means he will end his reservist. miss him so much!

have been feeling rather good recently, nth much. don't have much new activities going on also.

school just sucks. =D

soon it'll be February, kinda look forward.

*27/01/2010

2010-01-27T19:26:00.001+08:00

我们的爱情，

没有保存期限，

因为。。。

我放了防腐剂！

HAHA!

so LAME.

*25/01/2010

2010-01-25T00:00:00.003+08:00

it's been made known to my mummy that i am in a relationship.

i know it's been a little tad late for mummy to accept it because i am going 21 this year, in her presence i am always a young little girl who knows nothing in this world.

i guess i can never grow up in their heart. right?

i don't think i am wrong here because i always regard my brother like a kid who didn't know anything as well. SAME SAME NO DIFFERENT.

whatever it is,

though she have not been supportive verbally regarding me being attached,

i can feel she is somehow or rather trying to accept the fact.

i know it's rather a small issue for some,

just a gentle reminder,

my mum is not your mum.

they don't think the same besides the scolding part. [every parents nag at the same thing]

but it's quite good to hear from mummy,

asking me about him,

not all the time but just randomly from nowhere

till then...

not to be happy yet,

just shake off my worries to be attached.

mummy, i love you. [though i always quarrel with you]

HAHA!

oh ya, school's shit!

class is too big,

in fact, oversized.

there is this weird people in class who look like squirrel, not as cute as the chipmunks u see in movies neither Chip & Dale! he is just purely, IRRITATING!

probably is because of my PMS mood,

i'm so lazy to do anything. =/

aye aye aye, tsk tsk tsk.

it's time for bed. =D

*20/01/2010

2010-01-20T13:32:00.003+08:00

me and my expensive princess.

my expensive princess is still having his reservist, counting down there's still 9days left.

let the time pass faster!

i'm sorry to let you in doubt at times but nevertheless i thank you because you tried to clarify it with me.

thank you for coming into my life.

*15/01/2010

2010-01-15T12:25:00.001+08:00

copied from facebook,

Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib, not from his feet to be walked on, not from his head to be superior, but from his side to be equal! Under the arm to be protected, & next to the heart to be loved.

yes, we woman are born to be loved.

*14/01/2010

2010-01-14T23:48:00.003+08:00

he is away for reservist

i hate it

because i cannot call him as and when i wanted

the chats we had become 5mins long.

13days left for him.

i should sleep early then. (T.T)

*13/01/2010

2010-01-13T23:19:00.000+08:00

new item!

more of it please!

*11/01/2010

2010-01-11T22:52:00.003+08:00

Alan (my classmate) just told me this, "what we could have, we should have. Don't live with regrets later in life. You cannot change your destiny overnight, but you can change your direction."

this kept me thinking, since i decided what is my direction, i should go ahead with it.

i shouldn't hesitate,
to love the one who loves me.
to cherish and treasure whoever is alive and around me.

so i thanked those who loves me,
my girls,
my family,
my boyfriend &
lastly my friends.

it's good to be me. =)

P.s. thanks dearest for the book. -For 1 more day by mitch albom. just 1 more and that will complete my collection of mitch albom's book. =D

*09/01/2010

2010-01-09T19:33:00.003+08:00

in the lunar calendar, today...

is grandma's death anniversary,

so...

prayed.

anyway i don't like the new class,

because it's core module,

so it's combine with other classes,

cannot even concentrate when so many of them are talking.

especially that bimbo,

didn't silent her phone,

her ringing tone is awful.

today is a boring day.

today is a stupid day.

i miss my boyfriend.

i miss my girls.

AYE. IRRITATING.

*07/01/2009

2010-01-07T02:28:00.003+08:00

yeah! sis finally got a home of her own!

but the latest she can move in is i think is December,

kinda look forward to her new house,

5 room flat!

she is coming back tomorrow!

and i'm so tired!

good night!

*05/01/2010

2010-01-05T18:56:00.003+08:00

happy 1st month, dearest!

it's been so long since i've ate Long John Silver.

hope to have many many months together!

THANK YOU. =)

*i want:

have a little faith - mitch albom

making PINK lemonade - carolyn lim

*03/01/2010

2010-01-03T13:46:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVAN.BRO

-have been trying to jotting down stuff, in case i forgot.

poor memory lah!

yay! brother will start school tomorrow!

*02/01/2010

2010-01-02T23:26:00.001+08:00

Met up with sisters today!

have my TPD exam today, kinda happy with that exam. just that lecturer questions have too many route, must think very long before we know how to answer. not direct at all. *shake head.

after that met up with my girls at cineleisure.

went to have pastamania together!

then went bugis too!

shanlyn and me went off early while the other 2 girls went singing,

sorry ya!

there will be a next time!

SING SING SING!

i become the shortest! woohooooo!

*01/01/2010

2010-01-01T23:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY GRACIE!

spend my new year eve at home, family's out to watch fireworks while i'm home to study for my exam.

but had a good new year over at mum's place because we are there to celebrate Grace birthday.

mum cooked, roast herbs pork, roast black pepper beef, leg ham, curry chicken and butter prawn!!!

that day i think i gain a lot of kgs!

as usual played with the cake, wow~ imagine everyone smelled like chocolate and butter after that. especially me and grace!

anyway, vernice, zavier and mishel came. so happy!

the never give up and never sit down zavier.

cute isn't it? haha! vernice!
the APT princess!

alright, exams tomorrow.

meetup with sisters tomorrow. =D

*31/12/2009

2009-12-31T18:33:00.004+08:00

ENDING POST!

i am here to bid farewell to 2009!

alright, let me think about 2009. honestly, this year have been a very very good year for me because i end my attachment at February!

From february, i stop working. graduated april from ITE college east logistics course.

then i took up driving lessons from april, pass it 1 time at august 13.

start diploma lesson at august 14.

Last year i didn't made any resolution, just hope this year could be better. definitely this year is a good year. most happiest thing is to pass DRIVING i guess.

This year! i going to make both REALISTIC and UNREALISTIC resolution.

Realistic: -take a diploma certificate, get started with work.

-have a happy 21st birthday.

Unrealistic: -get engaged. better don't say me this because this is a unrealistic thing. =)

To My Family:

thank you daddy and mummy, for tolerating so much of my nonsense at home this year. i know this year i didn't disappoint you two. i have been a good girl!

thank you sis, i know you will read. guess i have been a good sister this year yeah? and honestly you too, have been a very good sister to me. i really feel so glad you are my sister. thank you for everything!

thank you brother, i think you should be the one thanking me instead. ya?

thank you mum, for cooking so nice food everytime. for listening to me.

thank you gracie, really love talking to you, always make me laugh so much!

To My Sisters:

thank you girls so so much this year, going through with me all my ups and down. lending me all of your ears and shoulder everytime. though this year, we gotten into some tiny conflicts but i believe that is what that bring us closer. i'm so glad that everytime i needed someone, you girls will always be there for me.

thanks for all the encourages everytime you girls gave. we all will be 幸福 ya. nothing will go wrong for the 4 of us. let us jia you together bah!

To My friends:

there are too many of you to thanks, but no matter you are my old friend or new friend, i sincerely thanks you from the bottom of my heart for spending the year 2009 with me. :)

To my bf:

yah, i better don't say much. if not you going to use this and say me.

but no matter what, still thank you so much.

let's hope for something good the next coming spring. HAHA!

*29/12/2009

2009-12-29T02:06:00.002+08:00

aye, it's the 29th already.

2009 is ending!!!

dearest just asked me what i want for new year,

it's the 1st time i heard that new year also can receive present.

hahaha!

*shake head*

anyway, i don't need anything.

for real, believe me.

it's 2am, still doing assignment.

mummy just got her friend to do up a pink cabinet for me in my pinkish room.

to put my scv, wii, dvd player, lappy & other rubbish.

THANKS MUMMY.

*notes to mummy:

1. when are we getting a new desktop?

2. when are we getting a new HDMI dvd player?

so stressed up with school's stuff.

too many things to do at a time.

exams every month, like girls having monthly period.

*notes to daddy:

1. when are we going to get the car washed?

2. when are we going to eat popeyes again, i getting sick and tired of pizzahut & swensens.

aye, i having 3ulcers now.

so use to ulcers already, not numb yet but just couldn't be bothered by the pain anymore.

i am so bored. =(

faster get done with the stupid assignments.

*28/12/2009

2009-12-28T14:36:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas! (i know it's kinda late)

no worries, this ain't gotta be my last post for 2009.

gotta say so much to many people this year, on the last day of 2009. =)

anyway, this christmas was spend at mum's house.

very fun, very happy.

thanks to everyone who is present!

P.S. MUM i LOVE YOU!

anyway that night was indeed very fun, got forfeit while playing game.

i wore mishel's diaper on my head,

grace worst, wore narutoe underwear on her head together with sis and kevin.

the food we had, it's SUPER DELICIOUS!

turkey, roast chicken with potato & carrot, salmon, beef stew, pasta, chivas, green tea. YUMMY!!!

went topone after that with gracie and xueying. all the way till 4.30am. home at 5am, drop on bed on 6am.

=D happy lil girl!

someone buy for giant lollipop please. i want!

*24/12/2009

2009-12-24T19:39:00.002+08:00

this is how time flies?
last year christmas eve, i was at grandma's funeral.
it's been a year,
if she's alive,
will she be able to witness all the quarrelling and disputes at home?
or
is it because of her death, that causes so much of such stuff?

maybe, she is the one started all these.
never mind about it.
cannot blame her too, she's dead anyway. SIGH!

okay, PMS on christmas eve, spoil my mood.
no wonder i'm so exhausted these few days,
still can go and kiss another car backside!

this is the first time i'm staying at home on a christmas eve, bored.
i can imagine how crowded the town is now.

anyway, received christmas present from dearest.
i also gave him his present already.

i love mine,
hope he like his too.

will meet up girls soon to pass them their present. =D

tomorrow going mum house!
excited!
looking forward!

hehehe!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

*20/12/209

2009-12-20T16:03:00.003+08:00

-Happy 20th Birthday uncle Elsen!

had swensens with mummy and brother on friday at TM

got a t shirt, mummy say to be kept for CNY.

CNY is coming less than 2months time!

met up with dearest yesterday after my class,

went jack's place,

he had his lobster meal and i got my steak

hahaha!

meeting my girls next week,

hope we can go for singing session

had dim sum this morning with parents and bro,

it's raining so heavily,

love the rain!!!

christmas, christmas, christmas!

i am so looking forward to christmas!

*16/12/2009

2009-12-16T13:24:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday XueYing!

---------------------------------

it doesn't matter anymore who replied that message,

as long as the person who replied,

got some conscience, knowing i ask in a friend position.

nothing else.

it's okay, some people just cannot grow up. =)

i am happy with what i have now,

satisfied.

GIRLS! are u reading?

i miss u girls so much!!!

and to my bf who is reading,

i love you! haha!

*15/12/2009

2009-12-15T13:19:00.000+08:00

it's been awhile since i update stuff,

watched princess and the frog with bro last friday,

sakae sushi at bugis also.

haha!

we two slip out of house while parents out of town.

saturday got lessons,

that lecturer really suck.

this is the 1st lecturer i ever hate in kaplan.. SIGH!

went out with bf after that,

had din tai fung! wahaha!

went mum's house on sunday to complete my admin homework.

while bro went out with grace.

it's boring!

christmas is coming!!!

so looking forward!

*10/12/2009

2009-12-10T02:05:00.002+08:00

changed a new phone,

changed a new number too.

anyway, things just change.

hopefully change for the better.

thanks girls,

for the wishes.

幸福!!!

did u see that? LOL!

*08/12/2009

2009-12-08T18:26:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST SHANLYN!

welcome to the 20th world,
fred not, 20th is the new beginning and a new life for u!
we ain't old yet!

stay healthy and happy always!
&
i love you my girl!

*06/12/2009

2009-12-06T23:57:00.002+08:00

ah! it's Shanlyn's and terry's birthday bbq ytd!

went down after lesson,

hehe.

i so enjoyed the bbq, because i tried to fan and fan okay!

never tried bbq-ing before.

and my whole body + hair smelt like... some burnt oil...

but i love it! thou i don't eat bbq food.

whee~!

i love my girls, as always. :)